Its Just Me

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Jan21

This picture is really overused coz I overlove it… We look all pretty and dressed up, but the event that happened just within 24 hrs before that picture was taken could have changed every thing today… Fid is pushy… Bloody pushy… But if its not because of that irritating pushyness, I wouldn’t be at where I am now… And I love where I am now… Today is another 21st of the month… I’ve stopped counting the number of moons we’ve seen together… You are far from perfect, but you have always been right for me… Oh I know your flaws alright… And I know what kind of nonsense you are capable of… Well, everything comes in a package.. ; ) I don’t wish us to be near the moon and stars… I only wish to stay here with the trees and flowers and rivers… And only watch those stars and moon from far… Let them fly high above us… We’ll just watch and smile… Because I don’t want to stand behind you and catch you when you fall… But stand right next to you so that I can put my arms around you, making sure that you never have to fall… And if you ever fall, I’ll fall together with you.. I pray for you, I pray for us… I am just as afraid… But lets do this.

This picture is really overused coz I overlove it… We look all pretty and dressed up, but the event that happened just within 24 hrs before that picture was taken could have changed every thing today… Fid is pushy… Bloody pushy… But if its not because of that irritating pushyness, I wouldn’t be at where I am now… And I love where I am now…

Today is another 21st of the month… I’ve stopped counting the number of moons we’ve seen together… You are far from perfect, but you have always been right for me… Oh I know your flaws alright… And I know what kind of nonsense you are capable of… Well, everything comes in a package.. ; )

I don’t wish us to be near the moon and stars… I only wish to stay here with the trees and flowers and rivers… And only watch those stars and moon from far… Let them fly high above us… We’ll just watch and smile… Because I don’t want to stand behind you and catch you when you fall… But stand right next to you so that I can put my arms around you, making sure that you never have to fall… And if you ever fall, I’ll fall together with you..

I pray for you, I pray for us… I am just as afraid… But lets do this.

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Jan17

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Jan8

Hearing voices in the head… In the heart… That it should start now…

NOW.

Whats stopping you sia.

You might be married to the worst man ever, like Asyah was married to Pharaoh - but it didn’t change her and her loyalty and love to Allah.
You might be married to the best of men, like Prophet of God, and still not enter Heaven - like the wife of Nabi Lut a.s.
You might be not married to any man, like Maryam (alaiha salam), and Allah can make your rank higher than any women on the Earth. Know your priorities. Love and trust is with Allah first.

(via reflectionintoinfinity)

This just made me feel better… :)

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I love you and I wish you Happiness in whatever you do… The part when you came over and hugged me so tightly have been replaying over n over again in my mind… We were crying like little girls.. I’ll never forget that moment, princess.. :’)

I love you and I wish you Happiness in whatever you do… The part when you came over and hugged me so tightly have been replaying over n over again in my mind… We were crying like little girls.. I’ll never forget that moment, princess.. :’)

Sep4

I crave for the time whereby i can break fast with my siblings… I crave for Mama’s home cook meals… I crave for Mama’s hot Milo in bed when i cannot wake up for sahur… I crave for Ayah’s solat jemaah after kurma and hot Milo… I crave for self-made kuih raya… I crave for the last minute spring cleanings… I crave for the maaf-maafan session on every Raya morning… I crave for people come knocking on MY door and make a whole lots of noise… I want to start fighting to get annual leave on every first day of Raya because it’s gonna mean so much when I do get the leave…

The things that we all take for granted.. The things that I thought will ALWAYS be there… Ramadhan and Syawal have been less meaningful for far too long… And I’m craving for a better change… It will come, i know… And I am working like hell to make it work… So I hope you will too.

For those who still have to go through the things that I crave for and are whining… Let me just slap your face so that you will wake up and realize what a lucky bugger you are… Yes, I am effing jealous.